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Fri Sep 28 12:14:35 CDT 2001
If Synaesthesia is cool, G-Force is
downright awe-inspiring. (It's available for the Mac,
*nix, and Windows.) Thanks
to Stephen for the link.
It occurs to me that really advanced sound visualization software is
probably going to do beautifully weird things to the concept of a music video.
I should go study some German.
2001
September
28
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Wednesday, September 26, 14:59 CDT
Looks like this site'll be down for a couple of days some time soon, as
Webmages is being forced to move
servers around.
All in all, I'm pretty impressed with Webmages so far. Nice set of features,
no downtime that I've noticed, running Linux, and excellent pricing. Heck,
I might have to upgrade my account one of these days.
Oh, and a detailed stats package. Gotta love that.
2001
September
26
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Tuesday, September 25, 20:50 CDT
Tue Sep 25 21:08:44 CDT 2001
I just spent something like an hour watching
Synaesthesia do pretty things
with the
Grateful
Dead's American Beauty, a bunch of live Our Lady Peace
mp3s, and Kenna's Hellbent
...
If you're running Linux, I'd suggest trying the SVGALib mode. Full screen,
and at least on my system a lot lower CPU usage.
Tuesday, September 25, 18:46 CDT
The network's down again, disgustingly enough. I suspect it's
not unrelated to the unilateral ban on using filesharing services or
downloading audio and video that They (Network Services, Housing... Somebody,
or several of them) imposed last week.
I just attended the first half of a Society for Automotive Engineering (or
something like that) meeting. The stuff I get myself into when people say
Hey, ya wanna go to a [blank] meeting?
...
Not that I've got anything against messing around in a shop and building
little buggies and stuff. I just don't know the first thing about it. Should've
taken some voc ed classes in high
school, learned how to use a torch and weld...
Hindsight being what it is, I'm continually disgusted at how uneducated I am
in ways that matter. My parents are probably the two most
useful people I know. My dad turns out furniture - bookshelves,
dressers, desks, wardrobes, cabinets, tables, stools, chairs and shelves - and
a huge assortment of Other Wood Stuff - boxes, candlesticks, ornaments, half of
the stuff they give as Christmas gifts. He can replace a roof, tinker with an
engine, make a decent weld, drive a combine, and generally cruft together a
solution for nearly any problem that arises. My mom sews, cooks, launders,
plants, does endless artistic things with flowers, and somehow becomes essential
to any organization she joins. Collectively, they manage to grow a massive
garden and boil, bake, fry, can, juice, jelly, preserve or turn into pleasant
decoration most of it. In a word, they're competent.
So how did I wind up, at the age of 20 years, a directionless slacking
half-ass almost hacker who's lucky if he can change a tire?
2001
September
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Mon Sep 24 23:15:03 CDT 2001
I've used it as a command line for years now, but until recently I haven't
played much with bash's more advanced features. The ones that make any
self-respecting shell essentially a programming language, that is.
Frex, it'd never really occurred to me to do
something like:
for file in `ls`; do mv $file .html; done
Which adds an .html extension to everything in the current directory, which
makes life much easier. It's been ages, but I'm pretty sure that's one of the
few things that MS-DOS's command.com actually made easier.
Yeesh, I should sleep.
Tuesday, September 24, 19:29 CDT
I just ran something less than a mile. Just about killed me.
Drove home today to get a pair of shoes to run in. It was half an excuse to
drive along and look at the country, instead of sitting... Here. Fall's comin'
on fast; you can almost watch the landscape shift to browns and golds and
fading greens. Corn's turning, air's almost cold, sleep gets better, the
woodpile starts to look smaller than it ought...
Trippy cool sound visualization programs with slick interfaces:
Synaesthesia. Trust me, you
really just need to try it. I want to see this stuff projected on the side of,
say, Bowen Hall - the giant ugly dorm a block away that's the tallest building
in Wayne.
My high school science teacher tells a story about being hit by a truck and
hearing colors / seeing sounds. I suspect getting a few sensory wires crossed
would be a fascinating experience, if not altogether a pleasant one. (Then,
well, head trauma does have downsides of its own, and I'm just not sure about
hallucinogens...)
Odd conversational intersection with synaesthesia: Eric and I're suddenly
talking about
Alfred Bester and The Stars My
Destination. Saying more would be a spoiler, but I will once again point
out that TSMD rules.
Gully Foyle is my name
And Terra is my nation.
Deep Space is my dwelling place,
The stars my destination.
I get chills, honest. (Speaking of which, have you seen recent
LotR movie promo stuff? *shiver* I
geek out just thinking about it.)
I know there are scanners around here - there's a multimedia lab
in
the library, a bunch of big monitors for Photoshop work and at least one
scanner... I should begin posting more artwork and the like. I've no
intention of shifting this site's focus away from text about my thrilling
adventures and deep insights on life, mind, but I might as well expand on it a
bit. (And figure out, while I'm at it, why Netscape 4.x renders my layout so
badly.)
2001
September
24
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wednesday september nineteenth twothousand1
software:Blackbox, excellence in minimalist x window managers.
XEphem,
excellence in astronomy programs with crufty interfaces.
music(feeder dispatch & phish @ some length)
yesterday checked out a fat book of e e cummings' poetry
to skim through
some of it's )really good(
some.sucks
either way i don't
know how long I could keep this up
.
2001
September
19
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Tuesday, September 18
NTK, as biting and cynical as ever, Lord love
'em.
Which brings us to the Security
Systems Standards and Certification Act, the media conglomerates' next
big (hopeless petition inspiring) legislative travesty in the making.
2001
September
18
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Monday, September 17, 16:27 CDT
A belated happy birthday, Heather.
don't believe the forest when he tells you that the roses are free
I see Lake
Effect, a blog I've enjoyed for a while, is off hiatus. I may as well steal
a link: Phil Agre's
Imagining the Next War is the best piece of
long winded political commentary I've made myself read lately. Which isn't to
say I'm in complete agreement. Agre is on the left side of a political fence I
do my best to deny existing. (And am I wrong? Isn't Us 'n Them the worldview
that keeps killing people for no good reason anyway?) Still and all, he
articulates a lot of things I've been (darkly) thinking for the past 6 days.
I've been half impressed and half saddened by a lot of what I've seen on the
'net since the 11th. Early that morning, finding news anywhere but TV or radio
seemed hopeless, but within a few hours, people seemed to have pulled things
together. Even while the major news sites were nearly unreachable (and
shifting to ultra-light designs that served them
better than their standard look), places like /., Google and countless weblogs and journals were doing
an impressive job taking up the slack. (At least 'til countless blogs got down
to some serious opinionating.)
(I found myself wishing I still had a home IRC server to log on to and make
sure friends were ok and just generally share the feeling of wondering what's
happening. There's real value to that sort of thing when Stuff's Going On.)
But then of course there's the inevitable fallout, and I've seen no shortage
of irrational hatred vented. Pick a flavor. If I still thought of the Internet
as a single community and me a member, I'd be ashamed. And maybe a little
proud, too - there are a lot of sincere, often eloquent voices out there doing
what they can to quell the opportunistic flowerings of the sort of people who
live for this kind of thing. And a lot of people sincerely trying to help,
however they can.
Few things make you realize how little you truly understand like a time of
ugly tragedy, thick flying rhetoric and widespread enraged confusion.
Especially tragedy deliberately visited upon the innocent by evil men. And yet
the world's full of that. I'm ashamed to admit that I seldom take notice. Just
that now we're forced to pay attention, I guess.
2001
September
17
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Sun Sep 16 23:27:00 CDT 2001
e e cummings, especially:
The War Prayer
, by Mark Twain.
2001
September
16
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Thursday, September 13, 18:18 CDT
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2001
September
13
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Tuesday, September 11, 19:46
Got up this morning, did some homework, and went back to sleep.
Woke up to NPR's news coverage.
Today might be the first time I've ever seen a perfectly blue sky.
I have nothing to say.
2001
September
11
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Monday, September 10, 1:54 CDT
It was an uneventful sort of weekend. My sister turned 16 Friday, and
since I was home I drove her to town and we wandered around for a while in the
mall. I'd like to say I did something to make me seem like a cool older brother,
but that was pretty much it. We did find a great Ryoko (blue-haired, short
tempered space pirate of Tenchi Muyo
fame) figurine in a Software, etc. Right next to all the Gundam stuff I'm
always sorely tempted to buy. If only I'd ever been any good at assembling
models.
We saw The Musketeer. Bad writing, bad acting, bad directing. And
the thing is, it coulda worked - doing The Three Musketeers with
over-the-top kung-fu movie style fight scenes seems like a natural conceptual
leap if you've read the book. As is, well, it'd probably make an ok $3 rental.
A lot of the lameness could be pretty entertaining.
I got a copy of Cormac McCarthy's All the Pretty Horses Friday, and
finished it late Saturday night. (While Unix sped toward it's billionth second,
an event I somehow spaced off.) It was good. Excellent, even. Which I don't
usually feel about lit'rature with a dearth of punctuation. It reminded me of
Fire on the Mountain and something else I can't quite put my finger
on, but something saturated with a feel of place and time. I'll read the
rest of the Border Trilogy, whenever I actually find them...
I can hear Jeremy (my room mate) and Lewis (the RA) at the end of the hall,
still locked in titanic struggle at the Playstation 2 controls, each convinced
alternatively of their supreme skills and the obvious gross injustice being
visited upon them by the Tekken Tag Tournament engine. Lewis has skills, or at
least serious speed, which tends to kill in any button-mashing activity. He is a
near-master of everything I have seen him play, and his ego is fully aware of
this. But Lewis has no experience with first person shooters. Yet. I will teach
him humility, oh yes. And then I will retire permanently from the contest,
before he wraps his brain fully around mouselooking and becomes an unstoppable
killing machine.
I am going to bed.
2001
September
10
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Friday, September 7, 13:27 CDT
Happy b-day, CarolAnn.
Ogura Hyakunin Isshu: 100 Poems by 100 Poets.
The original Japanese, Romaji, and English translations.
I was right. It's cloudy and cool today. I think it rained last night,
though I wasn't in much condition to notice after I made it back to the room.
I did manage to start Audiogalaxy downloading somewhere in the neighborhood
of 160 files before collapsing into bed, though. It's almost too easy.
I'm presently listening to a bunch of live Phish. Farmhouse
,
Bouncing 'round the Room
, Roses Are Free
, Lizards
(right
title? No idea) Tuesday's Gone
... I love this stuff.
An interview with
The Get Up Kids.
INSTANT: OK, standard corny Instant question that
we ask everyone. If you could go out on the road with any 3 bands from any time
period in rock, who would those bands be and why?
THE GET UP KIDS: The Who (with Keith Moon), Led Zeppelin and
Weezer.
At least they've got taste.
Friday, September 7, 8:49 CDT
Today's fortune, received upon logging into webmages:
Non-Reciprocal Laws of Expectations:
Negative expectations yield negative results.
Positive expectations yield negative results.
I felt like I ought to share that.
I'm going to go take a shower now.
2001
September
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Thursday, September 6, 16:01 CDT
Cloudy outside, a little windy... Change just might be in the air. Or this
long, hot late summer could just keep on hazing along.
Been messing with my display script here. Sorta have
old
updates by year working. I just need to go back and add all the stuff from
1997 to 2000, and it'll be good.
I have this vague idea that I want to go back to all those old updates and
add a bunch of stuff. Annotations, so to speak. I'm wondering if that'd be
dishonest...
Thing is, this journal/weblog/whatever-it-is is the only surviving product
of most of the writing I've ever attempted. I feel like it ought to be more
interesting - or at least more wordy - than it is now.
Man, I wish I could write like this.
2001
September
6
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Wednesday, September 5, 19:21 CDT
It's been a hot, uneventful day. I've managed mostly to go to class,
mess with the computer, and listen to some music. It could be worse.
A brief, disjointed list of stuff I've been listening to lately:
- Feeder -
Buck Rogers
, High
, Seven Days in the Sun
- Stereophonics -
Hurry Up and Wait
, Local Boy in the
Photograph
- The Jealous Sound -
Courage Was Confused
, What's Wrong is
Everywhere
- Weezer -
Hash Pipe
, El Scorcho
('specially the acoustic
version)
- Pete Yorn -
Life on a Chain
, New Enough to Know Nothing At
All
, Strange Condition
- The Snatch soundtrack, especially:
- Oasis -
Fuckin' in the Bushes
- Overseer -
Supermoves
- Boa - Duvet (serial experiments: lain opening theme)
- O Brother, Where Art
Thou?
- The Grateful Dead - American Beauty
- Arlo Guthrie - Arlo Guthrie's Greatest Hits
- Blur
- the best of (How did I not know, after hearing song 2, that these
guys rule?)
- Nirvana - Whatever Jeremy happens to play
I've been messing with the computer instead of actually using it to produce
something because, while I'm loving KDE2 right now, the fancy, cleverly designed
sound server keeps dying in a spectacular burst of CPU
overload.
Ah well; nothing can ever be perfect, and I have to say that at this point,
KDE is probably the best desktop environment I've ever used.
2001
September
5
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Monday, September 3, 22:10 CDT
Got back from South Dakota an hour or two ago.
I'd have to say that of all the cheesy, tourist trap localities I've ever
visited, SD's have to be among my favorite. It probably doesn't hurt that the
landscapes of the Badlands and the Black Hills really do have a lot to
offer, heavily billboarded Reptile Gardens and Petrified Forests aside.
We hit a bunch of the standard spots. The Corn Palace in Mitchell, a
highway loop through the Badlands national park, Wall Drug, Mt. Rushmore,
Deadwood... And somehow, I had quite a bit more fun than I expected to.
More later; right now I need to finish reading The
Rise of Endymion, do laundry, and finish the homework I ignored all
weekend.
2001
September
3
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