enough exposure to the look and feel of
old science fiction will give you
this kind of double vision when it comes
to the style of the present
the valence of the future has changed
it has begun to merge with that of the present moment
which maybe signifies a shear in the structure
of, at least, our tastes and expectations
i started consuming ideas of the future
by reading ones that had aged into alternate histories
decades before i was born;
in the decades since then i have outlived the
time horizon of countless others
this may help explain why, in the chronological
territory of my mind, 1970 is always
somewhere in the near-future-past
and 2017 has that strange dual quality of now
and still yet to come
This will probably only be of interest to people who own (or are thinking about owning) a Dell XPS 13, and running Debian GNU/Linux on it.
I recently got a new work laptop courtesy of Adafruit, and have been getting it into working shape over the last few days. It’s a Dell XPS 13 Developer Edition, manufactured in late December of 2016. It shipped with Ubuntu 16.04 installed, so I assumed it would probably run Debian acceptably. That’s been true, for the most part. I’ve had to install Stretch / Testing, as Jessie doesn’t appear to support the hardware.
Some general observations, first:
I got this system on the advice of friends who’ve been using similar models for a few months, and also specifically because it comes with a Linux distro out of the box. That’s still depressingly rare from mainstream manufacturers, and it seems like a good idea to send the signal that there is a market.
There are more pixels on this thing than anybody needs, and that’s probably the biggest obstacle to using a non-mainstream windowing environment. More about that in a moment.
The keyboard here is more or less what I expect from expensive modern laptops, which is to say that it’s kind of shitty but not completely intolerable. Keys with real travel and a ThinkPad-esque layout would be nice, even at the expense of a few mm more case thickness, but Apple casts a long shadow over this conceptual landscape, so I know better than to expect them. (So it goes. If there’s one thing I know about markets, it’s that they happily prefer worse functional alternatives where aesthetic religion dictates.)
Two USB ports and a USB Type C / Thunderbolt port (I think; I have yet to fully get what is going on with this thing, but I guess it can do everything?). This is obviously not as many ports as you’d want, but on a machine this tiny it’s probably acceptable. Keep in mind you will need to buy accessories to connect to most legacy monitors or to an ethernet network. Which is on one level ridiculous, but again, it’s what it is.
Ok, so it doesn’t have nearly as much physical stuff as I often want. On the other hand, it’s really small and takes up like half as much space in my bag as my last couple of portable machines. Also the case build feels pretty nice - it’s aluminum and carbon fiber, which beats hell out of the flimsy, brittle plastic that’s standard on most non-Apple laptops.
There’s a touchscreen. This isn’t lifechanging, but with the right configuration it might be pretty neat. With scrolling and gestural input for window management tasks, it could be a major advantage.
Anyhow, on to setup specifics.
I used this Debian wiki installation guide, which says to install Stretch because Jessie won’t work. (I tried Jessie anyway first, since I had a recent netinst image laying around — no go.)
I found a BIOS update to version 1.2.3, which I installed by putting it on a USB stick with a FAT filesystem (actually a camera microSD card in a little keychain reader thing I got at SparkFun; everything else I have laying around seems to be EXT3 or 4), hitting F12 at boot, and selecting “BIOS Flash Update” from inside the BIOS menu. I’m not sure if this was strictly necessary, but it probably didn’t hurt anything.
I also followed this part of the instructions from the wiki:
Choose the first option, BIOS Setup. You have to change two settings:
System Configuration: SATA Operation: change “RAID On” to “AHCI”. Without this change, Linux won’t find the SSD.
Secure Boot: Secure Boot Enable: change to “disabled” since Debian currently doesn’t support secure boot.
…although since the system was already running Ubuntu, I think at least one of these didn’t need changed.
For the Debian install, I wound up downloading a netinst image with the extra nonfree firmware from cdimage.debian.org, in order to support the Atheros network hardware in the installer.
On another Debian system, I did:
sudo dd if=firmware-stretch-DI-alpha8-amd64-netinst.iso of=/dev/sdc
/dev/sdc was another microSD card in the USB reader stick, and then
booted the Dell from it. If I remember right, I may have needed to hit
F12 again to get a boot menu that would let me select the stick.
I used the classic text-mode installer. I’ve been through this thing hundreds of times by now, and it’s usually painless, but this time was tricky because the console text was so tiny that I had to put on a pair of reading glasses and hold the monitor inches from my face to read the menus (I tried a magnifying glass first - it worked, but was a pain to hold while typing). I also had to restart the installer at least once before it picked up the existence of the extra nonfree firmware on the installation media - no idea why.
It’s worth pointing out that this version of the distribution is not stable software, and may cause pain. I’m pretty comfortable fixing Debian systems when something goes wrong, but if you’re new to the whole thing I’d recommend sticking with the out-of-box Ubuntu install for a while. (And maybe installing Gnome instead of Unity.)
Once I had a running operating system, I needed to be able to read things and use the keyboard.
By default, you have to chord Fn and a function key to get
traditional F1 -
As to reading things on the display, I currently have a branch of bpb-kit going for this machine-specific set of config changes. Some notes:
My level of certainty about most of this stuff is pretty low. A bunch of things interact, and I’ve never learned how most of them are actually put together.
Gnome pretty well worked ok out of the box. I set Fonts -> Scaling Factor to
gnome-tweak-tool, which seems maybe to have an effect on Xft
font scaling when
gnome-settings-daemon is running, even outside of
XMonad needed more help.
Xft.dpi = 192in
~/.Xresources, which is included by a line in my
xft:Bitstream Vera Sans Mono:size=9:antialias=truein
~/.xmonad/xmonad.hs, but mostly for other reasons than resolution - added
rofias a launcher and
i3lockfor screen locking, rewrote keybindings to use
EZConfig, added some comments.
In Firefox, I entered
about:config in the URL bar and set
layout.css.devPixelsPerPx to 2.0.
Stuff I still haven’t figured out:
ssh-agentdoesn’t seem to be active by default. Related to above? Maybe.
I may improve these notes at some later date, but I wanted to publish what I had so far.
There’s still a bunch of stuff running that I probably don’t need. I may get rid of GDM and see what happens. I should probably also think about building a custom kernel and look into power tweaks.
A while back, I added a simple tag system to this site. Going back and skimming old entries to tag them, it’s hard not to be overcome by this kind of creeping self-hatred and regret for just about everything I’ve ever written.
I was pretty young when I started writing Brennen’s Homepage, or whatever I called it at the time.1 I started, if this tells you anything, on GeoCities, and then rented a shell account from a guy named Robert Hardesty who had a Unix box somewhere in Boston.
The earliest entry I have here is from April of 1997, which means I was 16 and the Internet was still a place (or a thing) that it’s hard to realistically remember at all now.
I want to think of my failings recorded here as the product of something like childhood ignorance, even if they lasted well into my 30s.
I suppose that a lot of the last ~375000 words aren’t something I’d write now partly because the web was smaller and it made sense to write confessional bullshit out where anyone could see it (probably because in fact only internet weirdos like you would see it).
Most of the early blogs and LiveJournals and GeoCities sites have evaporated now. They survive, if at all on the public web, only in the recesses of archive.org. Mostly they died of bitrot, but there’s been plenty of deliberate clean-slating too. People look at something they started writing when they were still kids, and then they take it out back to shoot it. A final mercy for those cringier traces of their younger selves.
I know people who burn all their journals. The impulse makes a lot of sense.
That’s all something of a cop-out, though. Even if everything I felt bad about writing was gone, I’d still have written it. I’m trying to take this collection of terrible writing as a useful index to some things, like what I have (despite myself) actually learned since I was a teenager.
Here are some things I’ll own:
I’ve written a lot of stupid, embarrassing shit about women. I’ve also written some stupid, unthinking, racist nonsense.
I’ve done more than my fair share of tasteless appropriation.
I grew up so embedded in midwestern American cultural and religious conservatism that its dimensions were basically invisible to me.
I soaked up a whole lot of SFnal libertarianism (and much stranger stuff) and then Free Software hit my nascent political brain like a ton of lead bricks. I danced around anarchism for a long time without understanding it. At 35, I do not have a coherent political philosophy. My writing, no doubt, reflects this.
I both repeat and contradict myself constantly. I adopt a posture of expertise or certainty far more often than is warranted.
My enthusiasm for art has usually been poorly contextualized, embarrassingly naive, or just a bad idea.2
I write poems without any real grounding in poetry as such, and they are for the most part very bad poems.
I almost never know what the fuck is going on.
I could go on in this vein for a while, but I suppose the point is this: If you needed for some reason to discover that I’m a ridiculous asshole, or convict me of a wide range of ideological offenses (or crimes against basic good taste), you’d have an easy enough time of it. However ill you want to think of me, the text here is likely sufficient to your needs.
I’m not going to delete all this stuff, though. I’m not sure if I can quite say why. I don’t blame anyone else for that impulse, but it’s not for me right now. Maybe I’m just too obsessed with memory to deliberately efface one of the few artifacts I’ve made out of it. Or too conscious of how little else I’ve built than a pile of words, as I near an age when it’s just as likely the bulk of my accomplishments are in the past.
What I would say is: If you find something here you’re repulsed by, well, you might be right. You might well be under no obligation to cut me much slack, but there’s a decent chance I’m trying to do better. At any rate, I’m all too aware I haven’t been doing so hot as it stands.
1 There was, for a little while, this kind of computer gaming zine that I made in Microsoft Publisher and called "Feed The Machine". It was full of cheatcodes I copied from other places and screenshots of demos installed off of the PC Gamer disc. I think it had a web incarnation for about 5 minutes somewhere in there.
2 The opinions I had in public on Usenet... Look, I'm sorry, ok?